3rd day of school

school was okay today....
our form teacher finally change our place
i'm no longer in the first row!!!!! yay!!!

but when i say i want to be at the back
doesn't mean i want to be at the very last of the last line in class!!!
now i'm stuck at the corner :/
it's still ok,
it's just that i'm scared i can't pay attention
and drift off to my own La La Land

the teacher said we (me and the other girl)
are the tallest in class so he wants us to APPEAR on the two corners
to take care of the class
and yes, he actually said APPEAR
we are not angels you know!!!! XD
we are not even class monitors or prefects XD
what was he talking about!!!
anyway, sis fetch me home after

school
mom told me to visit my grandpa who was very weak and ill
he suffered from cancer
but i can't go because i have lots of things to do

today on the way home
saw mom's car in my grandma's house
so we just dropped by to visit my grandpa
i was shocked when i saw him
he was very skinny,
he looked like a skeleton with his rib cage sticking out :(
he was really really weak
he didn't have the energy to lift up his head, eat and drink

we went home at about 2 something
i remembered i had my nap at exactly 3 in the afternoon
was woken up by sis around 4.15
and she told me that grandpa passed away at 3.45 in the afternoon :(((

we went to my grandma's house immediately which is just around the corner
grandpa was already dressed up nicely in his suit
at first i felt sad, but i tried to remain calm
but once i saw mom cried when she dress up my grandpa
tears rolled down my cheeks and the memories flow through my mind
i remember grandpa always gives me piggy back rides
when he's still healthy and strong
and i will always clean his ears XD

the most touching thing is that
there is a piano in my grandma's house
it was given by my grandpa to my mom when she was just 4
so it's about 40 years old

mom told us she will never sell that piano
she called a tuner to tune the piano on Tuesday
and after tuning it, my mom pushed my grandpa on the wheelchair
and just let him play the piano,
he moved his finger a bit but he's very weak and gets tired easily
who knew, he's gone the next day :(((((