Stress

today was kind of moody,
don't know why, i just don't feel like doing anything.

went for guitar lesson today,
i'm kinda rusty on my guitar, i didn't practice.....tsk tsk,
same goes to my piano....hmmm,
gotta manage my time properly now,
practice practice practice,
don't wanna disappoint Joshua and myself,
gotta do my best....

i'm studying every night now,
exams are just around the corner,
i hope there is enough time....

Love is in the Air

umm.......nothing to post actually..hehe
just wanna say I LOVE YOU!!!!
can't forget about what happened that day,
so shuuuweeettt XD
but sometimes......you make my emotions go haywired :/
but i love you anyway.
make me so happy to see you again tomorrow :)

April 18th 2010

April 18th,
special day today,
i'll remember it forever ;)

finally i get to know the secrets you have been keeping from me,
i know you want to keep it until my birthday,
but i'm glad you told me yesterday,
cause you left me wondering about it everyday XD
the words "i love you" keep on ringing in my ear,
your words just changed my life,
it's so funny when you started to stutter.

let's just see where the future lead us to,
and what God has decided for us,
everything is in His hands.
but no matter what,
i will still be your BGF forever<3

ps: thanks for the hearts that you've folded for me :) i love you!!!

Ulcers

having ulcers, yeah, with a "S",
i have two ulcers, but i bit the same place again while eating,
so make that two ulcers and two bloody teeth marks,
damn painful right now :(

school was eh......pretty normal today,
schoolbag is super heavy on Thursdays,
we did our Moral project about recycling today,
had to take photos and we were so fake :/

on the way back home from school,
received a message from my add math tuition teacher,
tuition cancelled =.=
and i brought all my tuition homework to school,
extra 5kg!! hmph!

practice my guitar in the afternoon,
the guitar string accidentally went into my fingernail when i press it,
freaking painful :(
it felt like kena electrocuted XD

went to Joshua's house,
he taught me piano today,
and my sis on guitar,
but he told me to practice my guitar, piano and bass guitar at home,
3 in 1...haha!!!

his school is selling some tickets about some performance,
i think he is going to sing some songs,
i don't know whether it's just a performance or a competition,
hmm.....but i want to go anyway,
give him some support XD,
me and sis are betting about girls asking for his phone number that night XD,
if we win, a plate of Char Koay Teow (start with something simple),
if he wins, eh.......whatever he wants

school again tomorrow...arrghh!!!
pj exams...hmph!

6th April

hmm...... what a day,
heard from friends that our class appeared on tv
about Hui Linn's news,
and it showed us being punished by our chinese teachers XD
bad impression on Hui Linn's new class,
and it's on tv!!!!
so funny XD

came back and mom said the termite guy will come and look around the house,
i said i'll sleep in the room,
but mom said he'll look in there also =.=
so i had no choice but to sit on the sofa, not planning to sleep,
but after a few minutes, i slept...haha
sis said i look like some little kid hugging the pillow and sleeping in odd positions XD,
i don't know how the termite guy sees me......*blush*

after dinner, sis went to a friend's house to do some drama,
Joshua used his hp to chat with me in msn, just testing,
so hiao....haiz,
than we were sms-ing each other,
and he said i'm a trio multitasker cause i'm msn-ing, doing homework and sms-ing together,
haha.....

then i received another message,
from an unkown guy,
he said he's from the same tuition class with me and had taken my number from his friend,
he's so scared that i'm angry......but we r ok...hehe

Joshua called me later on...haha
a lot of funny stories XD
sorry can't tell you all

ok.....i need to study now....
aww......back to the nerdy me,
or i'm always am one...
hmm......

April 05

doesn't feel like going to school today,
i woke up late on purpose cause i know many school are still on holidays,
there are no traffic jams,
dad kept on telling me to hurry XD

there is a new student in our class!!!
well, she's not actually new,
her name is Tan Hui Linn,
i think most of you will know what happened to her if you read the newspaper,
she came back to finish her form 5,
i really admire her,
cause she can still be so positive thinking and cheerful after what had happened to her,
i salute!

came back from school
and sis told me there is somebody waiting for me in the study room,
then, i see Joshua in my sis laptop,
he didn't have school today,
haha, they were chatting in Skype and waiting for me to come home.

first thing when i came into the room,
he teased me about having school today -.-
we chatted for awhile,
he was playing with the sound effect that made us laugh so hard until i cried XD

he said he dreamed about me last night,
when i ask him to tell me,
he said he hasn't finish his dream,
and will tell me after he finish it,
O.0..... not the answer i was expecting XD
he even typed "does dream become a reality in life?" in his msn personal message,
hmm......i hope he can continue his dream,
he said it was very adventurous XD

waiting for him in msn,
wonder when will he be online :/

Thanks...

i really like to thank Joshua again for his support,
he sent me a message on Saturday,
just to cheer me up and give encouragement.

he had seen me practicing my solo dance on friday night,
i looked stress, pressured and i feel quite down that night.
was surprise to receive a sms from him, it's the first time.
i was holding on to my tears when i read the message in the car
while listening to the song that i'm going to dance to,
mom kept on pressing the replay button XD.
trying not to cry, cuz i'm on the way to tuition,
but still, my nose turned red and my vision was blurred by my tears.

i'm so lucky to have a God brother like you,
can't say how much i appreciate it,
it really did help a lot.

hmm.....regret that we're the "hellos and good-byes" kids when we're young huh?
we still need to thank someone who got us so close before it's to late XD
it makes me sad to think that you're going overseas to study after 3-4 years,
we are going to miss you :'(

so, once again......thank you, thank you, thank you!!!
love ya much.......muackz <3>

Happy Easter!!

Happy Easter readers!!!
oh gosh....i finally finished my solo dance for the Easter performance today!!
woohoo!!!

i was so nervous.
i play the bass guitar for another song right after the dance,
and, i did something stupid before the song start -.-
i switched on all the buttons,
plugged the wire into my guitar,
turn up full volume and still no sound,
so i was very nervous because the song is starting,
Joshua came and help, mana tahu, the wire was not fully plug into the speaker,
hmph!!!!!stupid~
Joshua thought it was cute, but i thought it was just simply embarrassing,

after dinner, we went home,
i just wanted to stay a little longer to chat with Joshua,
haiz........but must follow the driver's decision :(
he gave me an Easter egg,
it's tiny and cracked,
but still lovin it!! XD
but mom ate the egg when we reached home....hmph!!!
let it be....let it be :/

arrgghh!!! i don't feel like going to school tomorrow!!!
especially with BC as the first 2 periods!!!!
just wish that i was studying in Chung Ling or
any other school that has no school tomorrow....
i know i'm greedy, good friday's holiday was no enough :D

i'm going to bath now,
bye~